One moment in time...

Sounds of the heart II...

That is you…

The one who knows most about me and still loves me, is the one who loves me the most.

That is you...

The one who knows the most embarrassing things about me, is the one who loves me the most.

That is you...

The one who knows 99 of my flaws but puts my one quality above them, is the one who loves me the most.

That is you...

I want to be yours.

Happy New Year to all...

Look forward to a new year of new adventures.. Said my goodbyes to old year and closed my diary for 2010. Don't want to even bother to recap but to summarize it... It's hell and hope merged into one.

SMS from my life:

"Happy new year! Keep moving forward, n lets make this year a great history!"

Will do just that my dearest one... will do just that.

I will not be making new year resolutions. I've never seem to be able to keep them anyway. But what I did was... I've made plans. Yup, signed and sealed.

My plans are:-

1) Further my studies - I've enrolled in OUM for Bachelor in English Studies with Honors and will be registering there on 8th January 2011. Target is to be on Dean's List for the 1st semester.

2) I will reduce my weight. I'll be starting on a weight plan regime on 3rd of January 2011. Which, to my mom's delight, will include exercising.

3) I have just changed the view from my bedroom window. Now what I need to do is to make it my home.

4) I have also changed my work life to be more flexible. Now I have to make sure that I work hard enough and not playing around too much.

This is what I have so far. Might be enough to keep me busy all year round, who knows?

I pray Allah s.w.t to give me the strength, health and ability to go through my plans and not sway from it. And my prayers goes out to you too dear readers. No matter what race or religion, man or woman, mother, sister, father, brother or child, near or far.

Let's have a great 2011!

Sounds of the heart....

Hiya bloggies....

Today is another new day. It has been a while since I wrote some serious stuff here. And so today... I'm sharing with you, what is in my mind...

I haven't slept all night, working on translating a script to be used for voice over dubbing today. As I work through the scenes, there were two scenes that made my tears fall.

1st scene: An ex-husband writing a birthday card to his ex-wife and placing it on a public board where people place cards or notes that couldn't be sent. His words were..

"Young-hee, I'm writing a birthday card I can't send you. Please remember only the happy and good times we had during our 10 years of marriage. Please forget the pain I've inflicted on you. It's true that I loved you and I'm being sincere when I say this. Please be happy. I think I can finally breathe if you're happy. On your birthday, May 28, 2009, Chul-soo."

Well you may think what so great/sad about these words..

I am in that lady's position. I was hurt and my marriage collapsed just after our 8th anniversary, on the 10th year since we've known each other. I've just had my birthday recently. And every year, even how rocky our relationship were... he never fails to wish me a happy birthday.. he remembered, to me that is what mattered most. And for those small things he did, I loved him ever so dearly. I would thought that after whatever happened between us, that he would forget but no. He set aside his ego and sent me a birthday text at 1201am on my birthday followed by a short message on my FB. Honestly I was touched, I cried but I couldn't make myself to forgive him, for what he has done.

2nd scene: The lady & a friend who had fell in love with her without her knowing was at a beach, holding a bottle ... like the story 'Message in a bottle' and they wrote a note, place it in the bottle, then throw it away, as though throwing all their problems away. And he said...

"Now your mission is to write everything you want to say and couldn't say to your husband on here. Then throw it into the ocean. As of tonight, you're getting rid all your troubles and start your life fresh. You're going to put the past behind you and plan for a bright future."

Easier said than done, but I did just that. Only I didn't have the chance to throw a message out to the sea. I just threw the imaginary letter out of my mind. With the help of a friend, who has been loving me since I was 16 and had never stop loving me till now, I planed a new life, a better life. Although, I might not be able to return the love this friend who selfishly and so thoughtlessly have for me, he has been the pillar of my strength for me to go through this hurt I'm having.

I thank Allah s.w.t for blessing me with my two most precious babies for whom I'm making these changes for, a great weirdo haphazard family who have been patience with all my ups & downs, and now a friend, who knows me better than I know myself. Thank you all for being there for me. I love all of you... always & forever.

Falling in love II ....

Okay.. okay!!! Enough with the teasing!

The person that I fell in love with is....

LEE SANG WOO

You can see why I'm crazy about him right????

I'm going gaga!!

Hmmm......

Falling in love....

Dearest blog...

I honestly, seriously head over heels with this person. I don't know when or how or why but he melt all barriers that I've build around my heart for MAN. How I wish I could touch him, hold him. My dreams were always about him, his smile, his wink, his laughter... I can only hear his voice in my head. Even when I write this... I'm smiling.. I'm outta my mind!!!!!!

Now listening to...

Maher Zain - For The Rest Of My Life (Lyrics)

When I listen to this song, my heart goes out to all the wives out there. Whether your life is happy or not, be thankful for what you've got. InsyaAllah, He will look out for you.

Now listening to...

Nyanyian rindu buat kekasih - Data

Tiada yang lain yang ku cinta, hanyalah padamu

Tiada yang lain yang ku rindu, hanyalah dirimu

Di kaulah permata yang bersinar

Di kala ku kesepian

Tiada yang lain yang kumahu, hanyalah kasihmu

Tiada yang lain yang kupuja, hanyalah dirimu

Tak mungkin aku berpaling

Berpaling mencari yang lain

Tak mungkin aku biarkan kau merana

Aku cinta kepadamu, sepenuh hati

Janganlah kau ragu kasih

Ragu padaku

Sejujur niatku niat bersama, selama-lamanya

Janganlah kau pergi kasih

Pergi dariku

Kunyanyikan lagu rindu, buatmu kekasih

Ku baca puisi syahdu, puisi kita...

Ku ingin kau di sampingku, untuk sama-sama

Melayarkan bahtera cinta yang terbina

Oh! Kekasih... dengarkanlah

Bila aku tersiksa, kaulah penawarnya

Bila kau terluka, akulah penyembuhnya

Kita sama-sama sudah jatuh hati, jatuh cinta...

Tiada yang lain yang ku cinta

Hanyalah padamu

Tiada yang lain yang ku cinta, hanyalah padamu

Tiada yang lain yang ku rindu, hanyalah dirimu

Di kaulah permata yang bersinar

Di kala ku kesepian

Tiada yang lain yang kumahu, hanyalah kasihmu

Tiada yang lain yang kupuja, hanyalah dirimu

Tak mungkin aku berpaling

Berpaling mencari yang lain

Tak mungkin aku biarkan kau merana.