Happy "supposed-to-be" Anniversary for me. Should have been 9 years today. Wished it could have been 9 wonderful years. But the journey had been too rocky for me to withstand. I couldn't bear it any longer, but my heart is filled with sorrow. Still hurts so much. How I wished it had never happened. But it did. And I could not forgive myself for letting it happen. I could not forgive myself for letting go.
Nevertheless, I wish all the happiness in the world for him. I'll remember this date for the rest of my life. I thank Allah s.w.t for giving me a chance to be with him, if only just for a little while. And if Allah s.w.t wills us to cross our path again someday... Kun Fayakun. I'll be right here waiting.
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