My baby is hurting!!

At this moment.. If I'm given superpowers.. I choose to have speed, so I could by by your side in a blink of an eye, to hold you, to comfort you, to wipe away your tears. I choose to have healing ability, to be able to mend your heart. I choose to have telekinesis, to be able to make you forget.

Unfortunately... I do not have those powers.

I dreaded this instance from the day you are born, but I do understand this is part and parcel of growing up.. It is something that you will experience in your life, no matter how hard I tried to shield you from it. It is how you take it, how you face it, how you learn from it. Positively or negatively. I believe you are a strong person, you will not let this be a hurdle for you in your studies, in achieving your dreams. I believe your faith is strong, being patient will be rewarding.

Nevertheless, just so you know... I'm crying for you. I wish I could take away the hurt and sadness from you. Just so you know... I'm here for you. Loving you, always and forever.

Listen...

Song when I was in school. Partly related...

Nightwish

Thanks to a great sort-of "friend", I found this group. And I seriously love their songs.

And as for the "friend".. we are still in the process of knowing each other. It will be against all my principles, but B makes me feel .... things that I have not felt for a long, long time. B lets me be me, no cover ups, no acting .. just unspeakable understanding. When asked why me, simple answer was given... FATE. So lets see how far fate will bring us.

Hola!!

Long time since the last I've updated this blog. Honestly, I've so busy with work, I sleep only 2-3 hour a day. Not healthy, I know. A lot has happened during this time. Too much till I don't think I can remember any details. In short:-

1) I missed being with my son.

2) I lost a friend due to a LIE (actually 2nd lie)
3) I gained a friend at work.
4) I gained a friend in life.. though he is expecting to be more than just friends.
5) I reconnected with a girlfriend (I love you to pieces Ida)

6) I got 4 flat for my last sem results and Dean's List (never thought I could make it)
7) I love my new room and housemates (If only I have time to sleep on my bed)
8) I need a holiday .. desperately.
9) I need a spa session .. desperately.
10) I need a hair cut.. not so desperately.
11) I need a hug... but I think my son needs it more now then me.
12) I look forward to the next semester (This time I will not defer) and targetting for another DL

That's it for now. Got to go back to work. Bye all!