One priceless moment...

What am I doing?? Falling for someone who will be gone from my life in 11 days? Why?? Why me? Why now? I can't think straight.  Feelings? Is there any feelings? Love? What is love? Must there be love? But he will be gone from my life.. What would I expect? He is not going to stay. Why would I think he will stay? What have I done?? Allah, please have mercy on me. Don't test me this way. Take my life. But don't test me this way. I'm not that strong to endure this. Ya Allah, please help me. Please help me...